I'm lovin it!!!

Totally diggin my job. It is very rewarding. I've been a medical assistant for almost 6 months now. Yes there has been some days where everything just goes wrong. But most of the time it feels great to be a small part on helping someone with their health.

Got a new kick ass tat. It's not finished but it will be. Lovin my Batman/Wonder Woman tat. Been gettin lots of compliments on it.

Tabitha started the 1st grade and she is doing great already. She is gettin so tall.

Tis all for now.

A new beginning

I am giving myself a new beginning. I need a new beginning. The old me is going nowhere. This new beginning will give me hope that I will one day be someone, at least in eyes of my daughter. I'm tired of being the loser with no job and no life. I know this won't happen overnight. I need to work hard to get what I want. 

I am starting with my solitary witch practice. I haven't been practicing in years. So I shall start up again and I will start from the beginning. Start a new. Practice daily. Cleanse everything. Cleanse away the old me to begin the new me.

Clean everything.

I just need this.

Long time no post. . .

So it has been awhile since I last typed up was has been going on in my head. It's been over a year since mom passed away and my goals that I made are almost met. This week is finals week for my third quarter at RTC for my Medical Assistant degree. One more quarter to go and a huge exam to take and I will be a CMA. I want to work in Oncology but in order to do all what I want to do there I need to be a nurse. I found out that I will not be elegible for any more grants since I have used up all what they award a person for 6 years. Thats ok, I'll work hard for a few years then go back to school for my nursing degree. Mom would of been so proud. I want to be able to give my daughter the best. I'm tired of working hard for so little money that I have to not eat so Tabitha can get everything she  needs. I want to be able to support us both with no problems at all. It sucks to live day by day but i do it in hopes that one day things will change and all my hard work will amount to something.

Tabitha starts kindergarten in September. She is growing up way to fast for me.  I miss my itty bitty who needed me more. She has gotten so independant. I just wish she would listen more, like when it comes to cleaning her room or doing what she is told. I still have to chase her down to comb her hair. One should see us when I have to wash her hair. She acts like I'm trying to drowned her in the tub. She hates water going over her head. I have a huge surprise for my baby girl on her first day of school. She also will be going to day camp next week to prepare her for her class. She qualifies for all day kindergarten since I was not able to afford to have her gor to pre-school. She also quailifies for a grant to pay for it since I don't make alot. $550 every two weeks does not go far when bills have to be paid. One day, one day I will be able to afford the things she deserves.

Tabitha wants to live in a house and with how much rent is, a house payment would be cheaper. So I will look for a house once I have a job as an MA.

Well enough for now, Tabitha wants me to pay attention to The Super Hero Squad with her.