As I was getting ready for work today I realized a few things. I've been slacking on going to the gym and the weight that I have lost must surely be back, which I do not like. I worked very hard to get rid of it. But with everything that has been going on in the past couple month, the gym did not seem that important. So I made a deal with myself. Wednesday I'm going to work out for at least an hour and I'm going to start hitting the gym more often. I complain about my weight but yet it will not magically disappear, although I bet we all wish that could happen.
I also realized that I got too comfortable at my job. I'm making mistakes that I would not have done when I first started. I'm easily distracted. I don't know if it due to everything going on around me or that I might be bored with my job. I have a really cool boss who is understanding of my mothers situation and mine when I need time off. I don't think that I would find another cool boss like him elsewhere.
My mind is wondering way too easy today. I can't stay focused. I'm just spacing out when I should be focused on something, anything. It is already taking me too long just to write this portion of my blog. But that is how I have been for the past couple months. Either my mind is off having an adventure that my body is not allowed to go on or I am completely absent-minded and my body or my mind is not having a adventure. I think I liked it better when I spaced out on things that I could be doing instead of what I was doing at that point in time.
Then it got me wondering if anyone out there is even reading this random nonsense that I am typing. Good for you if you are reading this. Gives me hope that somewhere out there that I am not typing this all in vain and someone is reading this. Maybe even thinking "Hey I feel the same way."
Well ttfn.
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